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Jan. 11th, 2015 @ 05:54 am
it's rough not having someone to talk to.
the novelty of solitude wears away quickly.
distractions help, but that's all they are.
this is not where I expected my life to be.

Oct. 7th, 2014 @ 04:27 am


Getting older kinda sucks.

Responsibilities abound.

I miss the carefree days.

Feb. 28th, 2014 @ 04:29 am

Insomnia. Yay. I wish I had someone to talk to.

No one is listening... Sep. 22nd, 2013 @ 02:27 am

No one seems to post here anymore. Logins and passwords lost. Lives moving on. I'm still here, I guess. Aside from the white noise of the fan, all is quiet. I keep looking at past mistakes that brought me here. I can't seem to focus on the things that went right along the way. Loneliness is the norm. I somehow project this outgoing persona, but somehow I still end up with no one to talk to. Silence. I miss the good kind of silence. I have faint memories of it. I haven't connected with anyone in a while, and it's heart breaking. Maybe it's my fault. I'm too guarded. Burned once, and now petrified from fear of it happening again. Such a bad frame of mind to be in.

Aug. 20th, 2013 @ 03:01 am

Managed to go thru most of the day without speaking to anyone. I'm not sure how that happened...

Aug. 14th, 2013 @ 01:42 am


good luck chuck... Aug. 1st, 2013 @ 03:49 am
it has come to my attention the last 2 girls I dated got married (or are about to get) in their next relationship.

not sure how to feel about this.
Current Mood: curiouscurious

Mar. 13th, 2013 @ 12:06 pm
no matter how old you are, seeing your parent's relationship implode is rough.

it's even rougher when they stick you in the middle.
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed

Mar. 6th, 2013 @ 04:50 am
ugh. sick. wishing I had someone to take care of me. lol
Current Mood: crankycranky

Feb. 24th, 2013 @ 01:55 am
Current Mood: cynicalcynical

Jan. 1st, 2013 @ 05:25 am

Happy new year to all.
I don't make resolutions, but I have a minor list of things I hope to accomplish this year:
- get serious about dropping weight (neglected this one for far too long)
- be a better friend (while I have an awesome small circle of friends, I've lost contact with quite a few people I used to be close to. It's time to reconnect)
- be better at making lists (2 items don't make a good list. 3 items barely qualifies as a list at all)

Dec. 7th, 2012 @ 04:23 am

I can't sleep because it's too quiet.
Late night anxiety over I don't know what.
I want to write more but my eyes burn from fatigue.

Current Mood: delirium

Nov. 30th, 2012 @ 03:38 am

One day I'll be productive and actually write a proper journal entry.

One day...

Current Mood: amused

Nov. 11th, 2012 @ 03:04 am

Hearing random slow jams late at night. No bueno. Lol

Oct. 22nd, 2012 @ 02:09 am

Not ok. Not content. Not anything.
Everyone moving forward. Passing me by.
No one sees. I don't show.
Trying to not be melodramatic.
I hate the silence.

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